i hate being lonely............

being lonely is so pathetic and miserable........i hate this feeling, it's like the end of the world, i think even worse than that.......
i hate to be lonely......i hate you make me love you.......
i know my feeling, even though u didn't say it, i know you are not mine...........not yet........and never will be.......
i know i am not perfect, neither do you, but i do not know why i still like you so much........
it's nothing personal, it's just a way to relieve my depression and loneliness.......
at the end of the day, i still can't clear up my mind of you........