do i know love?

what is love actually????.............could someone tells me?????

1 month......2 month..........3 month..........4 month...........
i couldn't believe i had been broken up with her for more than 4 months
i couldn't believe how i get through this 4 months
i just knew i suffer everyday
i know she suffers too when she chooses to end
if time can reverse i hope v still can together
but i know is impossible


i just couldn't let her go
she means so much to me
i really don't know she is so important to me until she left me
i won't blame her coz i know i didn't appreciate her last time
i didn't make her feel secure
i would do the same thing if i were her
losing her is my biggest lost in my life
no one can replace her in my heart


i tried very hard to win her heart back...............but i just can't fulfill her requirement
maybe what she wants now is not what she wants before
she really changed a lot after v broke up
the current her is a stranger to me
maybe this is the true her
it just she sacrificed so much for me last time until she became someone not herself
i felt that she is happier being her true self


should i still love someone who doesn't love me anymore?????
some said true love doesn't hope for any return
some said not worth
what should i do??????????
should i let go?????????
i still miss her a lot
am i stupid???????
hoping something impossible to happen

i don't know, i really don't know
i will just follow my heart.....................

i don't mind live under her shadow
as long as i feel happy