internal medicine posting

today is my forth day in the medicine posting
finally i can catch up with the pace in medical ward

thinking back the first few days i was in medical ward
i was as if in the lost world
wondering with no direction
and doing nothing in the ward
this may be due partly to my mentor is off for 1 week

actually this posting quite tough
i am quite worry now bcoz 1 week is going to pass
but i still not making any progress
there are so many requirements for this posting
for instance we have to clerk the patients and write case reports
and have to do many procedures like venepuncture and venous blood taking
we also have to observe some complicated procedures like bone marrow aspiration and trephine biopsy
so far i don't even complete 10% of them

life in hukm is really tiring
i have to wake up at 6 something every morning and by 7am we have to reach the medical ward
actually we are required to stay in the ward until 5pm
but usually at around 3pm i will run away
haha.........

the hospital is so huge
i will be sweating nonstop by just walking around the hospital
in the second day my legs 'jau' cannot 'tahan' 'liao'

in the first 3 days i was trying to take blood from the patients
maybe i was too nervous, no matter how hard i tried, the blood just won't come out
i was so frustrated
i was so scare that the patients and their relatives will scold me bcoz i pop so many holes in the patients' arm
luckily, after so many times of failure, i succeeded to withdraw blood from 2 patients this morning
i am so proud of myself
finally i manage to grasp the skill of punching people
hehehe.............

so my final words to my readers 'never give up until u meet your goal'