fluctuating emotion

this evening i go jogging alone from my house to her house (quite far)
i start to like jogging during my posting at tanjong karang
actually i am forced to jog
coz there are no other suitable forms of exercise for me
my friends all play football
at first i join them also
but something terrible happened
i accidentally kicked my friend's head until he was admitted into the hospital
then i dare not play again

actually i was planning to give her a surprise
but unfortunately she was not in
i was quite disappointed and had no choice but to go home
but then on my way back to my house, i met her
such a coincidence
i was really happy

haih.....but my happiness does not last long
coz just now i read her blog and i found out something that make my heart breaks
i won't blame her
no matter what she did, she is still the most important person to me